Only God can judge me

Got a body full of bullet holes layin here naked
Still I, can't breathe, somethings evil in my IV
Cause everytime I breathe, I think you killin me
I'm having nightmares,
I wake up stranglin, fight to my bed sheets
I call the nurse cause it hurts, to reminisce
How did it come to this?

I wish you didn't miss me
Somebody help me, tell me where to go from here
Cause even dogs cry, but do the Lord care?

Try to remember, but it hurts
I'm walkin through the beach talkin to the, ocean
I'd rather die like a man, than live like a coward
is what we scream as we dream in a paranoid pain
And our fate, is a lifetime of hate

Only God can judge me